Dog… and other good things in an otherwise shitty summer

First off – Dog. Dog is good. Her name is Nellie – as in “Nervous Nellie” or possibly “Nosy Nellie”. She is, what could charitably be called, timid. Since my previous dog was so overly confident that she once jumped into a river. From a cliff. To rescue my [...]

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Dog-blog

I have a dog. Well, actually, we have a dog.
And, actually, unfortunately for me, this particular dog seems to prefer the boy – whose eyes itch when she comes too near and who doesn’t particularly like dogs.
Ahem.
This is, no doubt, the result of having been raised in a girl-free home, but it is, nevertheless, [...]

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Second opinion

Well.
Not in so many words, but my doctor just basically said to me that Dr. Bigshot’s full of shit.
Ok, so not really, I’m reading between the lines here, but he did express professional disagreement with Bigshot’s insta-diagnosis of “worst case of Adenomyosis I’ve ever seen.” My doctor thinks this bleeding is just the result [...]

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Adenomyosis

Ah fuck.
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
Went in for another HCG test today & mentioned that I’m still bleeding, er, heavily.
Wasn’t my doctor but the gruff guy whose bedside manner sucks.
Looks like all ‘products of conception’ have left the building, but, I’ve developed(?) “the most severe case of adenomyosis [doctor] has ever seen”
Fuck.
He gives me no information after [...]

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Month of Misery

Have I mentioned before how much I dislike waiting?
Waiting to complete a missed miscarriage rated right up there with my least favorite things in the whole world. July 2008 will probably always go down as the Month of Misery, in my book at least.
But waiting to STOP bleeding, waiting to feel like this whole [...]

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